i miss you i miss u

[teenagegirlboy]

i miss a lot of people, turns out. i like. kinda wanna index them in my diary thing because i like keeping track, i like having data on myself. I think i might do "it" not killing myself but like. Idkidk i feel like my life was better when i was doing worse??? it was fun..? it was fun. gotta get my fucking grades up though. sighhh