teenagegirlboy

I WOULD KILL SOMEONE FOR AUNTIE ANNES RN.

My brain has been reffering to me in the 3rd person as "Puppy" like. all the time. for the past month. ????!!! i just needed to say that to somebody

the wooden block is placed with a click
it may burn but the ashes remain
this is not about blocks

things keep repeating in my head so i'm logging them here (date will be updated every time this is updated)

clicking - almost all the time. usually correlates with when i'm stressed or pissed or smth??? I don't know it's really annoying and it's been here for a while. I don't know why, eternal metronome

tones- like,, distinctly different from the tinnitus, only show up sometimes and they are less annoying then prev but show up less.

songs:

digital silence
commatose
pisces tears

conversations/ voices? but not really:

X: I hope she did it
Y; what?
X: I hope she killed herself like she said she would
Y; who?
X: you know who.
X:I hope he does too.
X: stop fucking pretending like you don't want it
X:you hate just as much as I do.

X: you make me so fucking sick (and variations)

reminder to not look at your face in a dark reflection if your brain likes filling in shit... scary..

it's 4am and i do not feel tired, crazy

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how to say "i'm regressing nd really really wanna talk to somebody pleasplspleas" without saying that

but i LOOOOVE the attention, i dont know how to elaborate i just needed to say it. lol